Readers of this blog have probably noticed that I haven’t posted much lately.
My initial purpose in creating this blog was to focus more closely on what I’m studying in school and what I intend to “do” with my life.
And I think I just got scared, doing that. That I’d say the wrong thing. That I’d accidentally bring in way too many personal anecdotes. That no one would take me seriously.
So I retreated. I’ve been writing, but privately. I just came back to say that I haven’t abandoned this blog. I’ll get back to it. I’m just in that weird “Oh-god-I’m-a-college-super-senior-who’s-expected-to-graduate-and-be-a-Real-Adult-and-how-does-anyone-even-do-that?”
Everyone feels like this at some point in their lives, which is why I don’t feel badly admitting it.
It is something I have to work through, though, and that’s where my energies are focused at the moment. Once I’m less of a weepy, confused mess, I’ll be back here for good.